Wednesday, December 16, 2009

Level Up.

this camp is another awsome. to put it simply, its short and sweet. i thank god that this camp is one that is a time of real level up.

i thank god that this camp i prepared myself by fasting for this camp. this really heightened up my spiritual desire. to be excited for god's word. besides during this camp there is lesser things to do in this camp compared to the previous one.

One thing that my shepherd spoke to me about is getting out of the boat. which is also to do things that i have never done before to level up. to bring myself to anther level. one challenged i think i face is to speak the word out when i have. like no courage to do so during the congregational worship.

another area is to accept failures. for the past few months or years. i think i always get defeated by failures easily. Remember D&R08, after a few failures and i backed out. i think today onwards i need to FACE MY GIANTS and not be a dwarf and back out. David and Goliath, no matter how big the goliath, david faces it and fight with him till he is dead. I guess one of my darkest fear in church would be to lead worhsip. hahhaa. i oso don know why buy i just feel that i m very scared to lead it. hahaha i will try and lead man!

6 words that shirley ask us to write to sum up our entire life is: Up, Down, Thank You I've God. as i thought through for this 6 words, the past 18 years of my life flashes back like a video. i see many UPs in my life (Top students, Excel in my studies, Good Athelete), DOWNs in my life( Biasness in my family, use to steal and all other bad stuff i used to do). but thank god i've him to make me someone who i m today.

hehehe one of my camp objectives was to deepened my vision in what i want to do which is business. after rafael(i hope i spell his name correctly) taught about being a helping hand to the community, it furthurs convict me to do business not for my own gain but for the benefit of others. especially matt 25:34-45. this really speaks a lot to me

This camp is a real different one. It is a new level of LEVEL UP!

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