life journey of a HUA

1 sAm 18, 19

sometimes when someone compare us with someone better, we tend to become jealous of his capabilities( not the one who compared). when we compare someone's strength with the other weaknesses, it is hard to know who is better. because you are comparing a $1 and $0.50.$1 is small in size but is big in value. $0.50 is big but is small in value. Leaders, we should not compare our sheeps. don't compare them. when we compare our sheeps, we are just like the pharisees who are judging those people, the prostituteand so on. People don't gossip about people. when we gossip, does that benefits us ?its just down people. they will het upset and etc. those people who heard gossips about u, be secure in god because what matter most is how god see's u not ma. if god opposes u, you can say goodbye to yourself.but god would'n unless u are proud(James 4:6). Jealous people, why are u jealous and continue to dwell in it. Can't u be secure in god. who created u? so if we are jealous, are we trying to say god is not good and not clever enough to place u in a rich family?Hua xiang why are you jealous over people's result are good, are u insecure that people cannot do better than u. why on earth are u so jealous. :) God y ar :) has the lord departed from me just like saul or is the lord in me ? :).


Jonathan was a true armor bearere of david. even if his dad wanted to kill david. he would tell david first hand then not telling and let him get killed by saul. he would willingly protect his leader even the "wolf" is his dad. Being a armor bearer is not bcause we do it out of chore but out of love. is your love for your leader so strong and vibrant till you would willingly die for him. i wonder, is fame the most important things in life. if fame cause disaster to us, then whats the poing of having. am i doing what jonathan had done? do i obey my leader because it is a command or love ?

posted by hua_xiang @ 9:47 AM