life journey of a HUA

Limp? What is it.

As i was stopping by over at cheers,to buy battery for my darn good laser. but all else fail when there is not one within my budget cause i only brought 2 dollars out. so while exiting, suddenly the verse about genesis came into my mine about jacob being dislocated off his hips by a man while wrestling with him. After getting up onto my bike, suddenly my toe started to be cramp.

this cramped toe led me to seat down opposite hougang bus interchange to start thinking about Jacob story. hahaha so timely: thought about jacob hip then suddenly my toe start to cramp. In my thoughts i was arguing to myself. how come a man being wrestled and badly injured would ask his opponent to bless him instead of asking for mercy. so i was really deeply madly pondering about this thought? After thinking for real long, i really truely understand what it really means by

Isaiah 55:8-10

8 "For my thoughts are not your thoughts,
neither are your ways my ways,"
declares the LORD.

9 "As the heavens are higher than the earth,
so are my ways higher than your ways
and my thoughts than your thoughts.

so after thinking for real long i decided to just focus on the main point which i think i heard before about this story. in which god created a limp in jacob such that he will always know that he needs God in everything he do through limping the entire rest of his life.

So i was thinking about what is the limp in my life that really dictates a strong reminder of god in my life. Sometimes personal testimony does not help much as I grow much. What is the firm thing that will constantly remind that, “HEY you are who you are because of who he is”! Guess one great thing that my friend did was to tattooed her hand and I guess it serves a huge reminder. Hmmm god what is my limp? That makes me remind of my need of you in my life.

2ndly when I was also seating and looking at my fish pond, I came to a conclusion( not really a firm one) but I guess I’m like a fish. Who does not know that he is in the water until he got out from the water. Guess that’s really like me huh! I don know that I have been running away till I start to fall. Haha. I don know I’m in god’s presence till I started to sense something that is out of god’s presence in my life.

posted by hua_xiang @ 10:45 AM